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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

The Beyond Thought.



A world of right and wrong. A world of being good and bad , a world of sin and deeds; I am in a search of a world, beyond being right or wrong. Beyond categories, beyond preferences and beyond moral validations."
                                 When i see the stretching vast universe,the zillion stars above and the innumerable galaxies still unknown to mankind; I silently ask myself the existence of being right or wrong.being morally correct or incorrect.I long to do things that please me;To act free of bearing the guilt of being wrong or taking the stride for being right. Is there a world beyond these two benchmarks? If yes; I want to be there. Play there till sunset for just being myself and not for being the right me or the wrong me. Take my decisions or more aptly do my 'will' because decisions are things that you decide to do under the light of correctness and not by heart and I m in no mood to take decisions. To be in a world of no norms, no sun no moon; A time beyond time, a timeless time.

                                      For all these years, I have  done things that were either right or wrong; Sin or Divine. But do I have the option of crossing the ambit and reaching the euphoria of just beyond the moral tenets(rules) ? Its not often that i dream of this world but sometimes everyone wants to meet himself at a place where he is not right and where he is not wrong.He is just Himself and beyond you.

  continued....(30 Oct11)
                                   There have been times when I felt like stealing myself from me to be with self or for self. But every time i do that i bear the pain of not being available for someone who needs me more than I need myself. And then i give away myself to situations, people, circumstances and times. But at the end of the day I find someone the most deprived; and i feel like laughing because that someone is ME. Who will pamper you if you don't pamper yourself ?    Never deny yourself. Understand yourself that you need yourself more than others need you.
                                    Sometimes it is not just about being right.Its about being happy and complacent though being a little wrong. And when you gain that share of your desired happiness, you can again go out on a walk to buy happiness for others at your own cost.That is how the equilibrium is maintained and you can prolong your ability to be more right by being wrong sometimes but happy at the same time. 

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